My sixth year is over. Only one mor year left!

I've been given this diary by April. She knows how much I like writing but never have the time. Let me fill you in on the past years of my life so far:

I grew up as a Muggle, loved football and rugby. Through my first five years I studied hard and got top marks. It wasn't until this year I made friends.

Now I have a semi-girlfriend in April, a Slytherin a year younger than me, and some good friends. I was even picked to be in the Tournament to represent Ravenclaw. I hope I win!

But the most important news is I've been studying to become an Animagus! I have applied with the Ministry of Magic and they have granted me permission. Recently I received a letter from the Ministry announcing my approval to complete the final stepas and to register with them once I transform. I should be doing it sometime this week! I can't wait to figure out what I become!!!

In other news, April and I are drifting. We're good friends, but beyond that...I dunno. Emily (who is a Seer, supposedly) said I will fall in love my seventh year. So I'm looking to see how that turns out.

I'll update often. G'bye journal!

Over the summer I have finally became an animagus. A Golden Eagle. Very common in the UK so, easy to blend in. Of course not in the city. It was so obvious: my love of flying, sleeping in trees, great vision, and the symbol of Ravenclaw is an eagle.

Other than that, I have become more seculded. Not only do I not care as much about friends, but I have lost contact all together. I have letters written, but never sent. My ambition to be liked from my sixth year has turned into the need to distance myself.

Now that I am of age (since January) my parents (muggles :) ) have given me my grandparents old house in Kennington in London. I have since turned it into a livable space, using the attic as my headquarters of hunting Dark Wizards.

Oh did I mention that's what I do in my spare time. That is why my appearence has went fron cleancut, to dirty grungy long hair, rarely shaven, I have immersed myself in their culture. Knockturn Alley has become a second home.

When I go back to Hogwarts for my final year, I will be studying the courses needed to become an Auror. Of course I will get all NEWTs, I'm sure of it. While I'm there I have decided that I will be able to transform into my eagle, fly past the security and apparate places undetected. As long as I don't miss any classes I shouldn't draw attention to myself.

School is nearer. Update on the Hogwarts Express, see who sits next to me eh?

Sneaking off from Hogwarts grounds was difficult at first, but being an Eagle helps sometimes. I sneak off somewhere within the grounds, transfigure, fly off a little past Hogsmeade and then apparate to my rowhouse in Kennington. Since I last wrote I met another Dark Wizard Hunter named Florent Rousseau. He attended Beauxbâtons but has been in the UK for ten years. We met while chasing a darkie (as we like to call them) through Glasgow and we almost caught him when we turned the wands on each other, not knowing who we were.

At first we were both furious, but learned that it was a blessing. We stayed in contact until I left for Hogwarts where we have been exchanging letters back and forth. Code names of course that I will not write here.

I have offered him a room in my house making it the unofficial headquarters of our hunting. The attic where I finally transfored is now full of wanted posters, plans, notes, details of spying we have done. We have been looking for others who share our passion to hunt, though I have found another seventh year who I will not name just yet, Florent has maybe found a recent graduate whom I never had heard of. Perhaps she gave a fake name.

Of course I still want to become an Auror even if Florent doesnt think it's a good idea; but I just found out he has been in contact with Aurors and has expressed interest in leading the Hit Wizards, a small select, elite group of more dangerous Aurors. It usually only forms when needed (like when they thought Sirius Black was on the run). I don't know what will happen.

More and more professors are suspect of being NDE or darkies. Not sure. Need to be careful.

L'aigle Doré

A lot of time has passed since I wrote in here. My seventh year is going well. Transfiguration is amazing as ever. I'm starting to be curious of Prof. Anima. I need to remind Florent about him.

Speaking of that. We have found a trustworthy companion. She was also in Ravenclaw at one point. I think she is 20 or so. We have yet to meet, but a meeting is planned. I suppose Florent has found a medic of some sort. Supposedly she is to be a healer at Hogwarts. Since I have not been hurt recently I have not seen her.

Meeting new people has been a weird situation for myself. I have forgotten what it was like to have loads of friends. Though I wouldn't call these people friends quite yet. I have been opening up to them; which I see as a bad thing. They cannot know any of my secrets. I need to protect these students.

But thanks to a student I now know Prof. Raynes is and NDE for certain. Thanks to a little snooping around. I think that I need to arrange a meet with one of the auror-professors. But I need to make sure Florent had told them about me and they won't try and stop me from my hunts.

I have become addicted to hunting. It's all I talk and think about. Sooner or later, I will let it slip to another student. I'm worried. Need to shut them out.

L'aigle Doré

The meeting went well. Torree, who would be our medic, seems to think she isn't going to be as valuable as the others. But Florent told her that she was needed to heal us whenever we get injured. It would be suspicious if we kept going to St. Mungo's every other week.

Cassidy seems like she knows how to duel. She surprised me. I thought she would be more of a book worm, seeing that she was in Ravenclaw, but I learned to not stereotype others. After all I am in Ravenclaw. Not saying I'm not smart, but I am also adventurous.

Well I have loads of studying to do. So, until next time.

We have an official group. I think it is safe to write their names in this journal because I usually keep it transfigured as something, and always carry it with me.

Along with Florent and myself we have:
Cassidy and Quinn, who will be out in the country hunting. Quinn has expressed he needs a steady job as well.
Torree, who is stationed at Hogwarts with me. She is a healer here and will help members when they're hurt.
Nessa, stationed at Three Broomsticks where she is a bartender. It's good to have somebody close by where NDE professors go to drink.
Gabriel, who I hear is a herbologist extrodonaire; that might come in handy.

Other than them there are some students, but I haven't actually told them anything yet.

In other news I'm falling for Cerae, she's a seventh year Gryffindor who is amazing. We spent all night talking a few nights back. She is amazing.

Oh, I almost forgot, we're using my old moniker: the White Rose.

Rather exciting.

I feel so...bleh nowadays. My life is being pulled in tons of directions. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy with everything, just tired. I'm barely getting anysleep, I find myself laying awake thinking about the others. Worrying that they might be dead. When I'm not worrying I'm thinking about her. And I love it, but I'm starting to feel like I'm smothering her. I like her so much, but maybe I'm coming on too strong.

I have no clue.

Transfiguration is going well, of course. I'm always early, and leave later than everyone else. I'm working on a side project, trying to transfigure something big. It's proving to test my abilitied. I don't mean big in size (well I do) I just mean it's complicated.

I haven't flown for fun in a while, I need to. I'm tired of being an animagus, but not being able to enjoy it. I think I'll fly tonight, just soar away.

Also, I think somebody knows about who I am. I've been seeing threats directed at me. Maybe I'm paranoid.

Insomnia is affecting me. I'm starting to be scared for my life with every step I take.

I was attacked last night. Coming back from Hogsmeade. Of course I shouldn't have been sneaking back in so late, but nobody has every tried to hurt me.

It was dark, I couldn't see a thing. A cloaked figure came up to me, showed me their Dark Mark and growled, "Now you know who you're messing with."

Before I drew my wand I was tackled from behind. One thing I hate about NDE and darkies, is they fight liek muggles now. More physical. Don't get my wrong, they still use their wands, but they like to surprise us now.

I was on the ground and the two started laughing. I was cursed, couldnt move. In so much pain!

So angry just thinking about it. It's driving me insane not knowing who did it. After they were finished torturing me one spoke, "Just because you're a student doesn't give you the rights to snoop around professors lives."

This led me to believe they thought I was acting alone. It was another attack against a student; not the White Rose. I was relieved, but am now worried about professors knowing I'm hunting them...

Am I stupid? Am I a git? I think so. I kissed Brooklyn on top of the Astonomy Tower. Don't know what is going on. She is more physical than Cerae, but Cerae is perfect.

Stupid teenaged hormones. I need to fix things. But I don't know what I want. I want Brooklyn's sexual energy, but I want and need Cerae's loving nature.

I think I know the answer,


Still no word on who attacked me. Didn't hear any other student's complaining about being attacked last weekend. Need help here at Hogwarts, Professors (the auror ones) cant get mixed up in things. And Torree needs to keep a low profile.

Need seventh years, Maybe younger now...

I was near death. Captured by Dark Wizards. No langer am I the same man, who fought gallently to control the spreading of the shadow. No longer will I fight cleanly...no longer.

The White Rose, or whatever we called it has disbanded...I dont think it ever stared. I think it was Florent and I hoping others felt the same.

I checked 16 Amber Gardens. It's in one piece but dusty. They have given up on us...I would too. A month trapped in Azkaban...disgusting. My life is over: no more hopes of being and Auror.

Florent wants me to continue at Hogwarts but respected my decision to decline. I don't need justice. I will fight as a ghost. Few people have seen me...nobody would believe the ones who would say anything. And the ones I trust will keep quiet.

In looking at my previous entries in this journal I realize Cerae means everything...but I cannot see her. I do not want to hurt her anymore.

AJ is no longer. Andrej Vitcav, originally born Andrzej Vitkivach, former Ravenclaw; former student. He is done. I am no one. and I will fight on nameless. Protecting the ones AJ had loved.